Melancholy and Apology

I know I haven't blogged in a long time and for anyone who really follows me (probably not anyone but oh well) I am sorry. I helped move Brudder move into his apartment, I left,  (hate to admit it) I cried, and I went home. I am so very lonely.... I love My Little Pony Friendship is Magic, but I have no one to talk to about it....I want to talk about so much, but i'm too awkward at school to just talk to people.  I lost my rubber bands to my braces so I will have to stop in at the orthodontist after school and get some more hopefully. I had a horrible time trying to download all the Brony Show podcasts on to my ipod. I'm fairly sure that all things technology like are conspiring against me. I was going to do an awesome blog post about a week ago, but the internet went down and the whole thing was gone. Today school started and I had a drawing of Pinkie Pie I made in the front cover of my 3 ring binder. I usually try to be awesome and not be a downer when blogging, but when you have no one to talk to sometime you just need to have an outlet of some sort. I feel so out of place in high school. Everyone is so self absorbed and care only for the petty things. They think not being able to find the right homecoming is like the worst thing in the world. I mean come on open your eyes! There are people starving out there. Don't you think that is a little more important than a stupid dress. I wish I could find some more people like myself. I feel like high school is just filled with people who think like this. I wish I could find some more people with substance. I am most defs an awkward person when it comes to love. I am had a sorta boyfriend for 2 years, but he was a major jerk! I love all thing romantic, and would love to date...but I never get asked so I never go out....I yet again apologize for not posting in a long time and for being such a drag pretty much through this whole blog post....I will really try and be less lameresque